raindrops and resignation

with all due respect i wish to leave
the place where solace created my insanity
i long for fear, struggle and adventure
my heart's born for the wild.

i am not for desktops;
to conquer the universe is my mission.
the road not taken awaits me
i seek the shadows of death.

trinkets of memories blur my sight
but hence the memoirs remain holograms
to forget. to regret. to live again.
the frontier is just a cloud away.

will the reaper take me to places
man dare not go?
chills indeed rattle my spine.
but fate has plans.